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Anonymous asked: ALBANiA's song was bad? Hahaha omg first of all you dont know albanian so you didnt understand the lyrics..DId you heard her amazing voice? What russia;s song was good to be 2nd place? Pls bitch go and die!
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Albania’s song was pretty bad. I’m guessing all the votes are for her sweet Turian fashion.
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the only way I can get to sleep these days is to stay up until the point where I am so physically exhausted that I just pass out, even if it has to be 11 am or 3pm or staying awake for days or whatever. it’s a pervasive problem and it’s ruining so many other things, I miss appointments, am so tired during the day I could collapse and end up wide awake at weird hours when no one’s around and I can’t get anything done.
I used to use sleeping pills in an attempt to regulate my sleep cycle but I ended up abusing them pretty heavily after a while and eventually tried to OD, so I don’t want to buy those again.
I wish there was a way to remove the buzzing from my head so I could sleep and wake like a normal person for once.
I turned 22 today. Talk about the longest year of my life. I used to worry about time passing me by, but I think I prefer it to the alternative because grinding through each day is no fun at all. I guess I should be happier on my birthday, but it’s hard when I know it could realistically be my last.
At the very least, I actually have something planned for once. I’m going to try and put everything aside and enjoy myself, even if it’s only for a few hours.
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i feel like i could smash a face in with a claw hammer. i know i said i wouldn’t post about this stuff again, but the frustration of bottling things up and not expressing them anywhere else is absolutely unbearable. i have no support network, no one i trust, and no way of dealing with these things at all. it is completely fucking maddening and i at least need to vent somewhere.
i think i’m going to stop posting here before this just becomes my depression/suicide blog. it’s not fair and it’s not why i originally made this.
silly posts about comics and games will resume when i come back, assuming i come back.
sorry.
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